Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 10:06 AM
the only sole comfort i have now is that i have started to study.
the only sole comfort is that if i start to study everyday, i will make it eventually to the exam hall i suppose.
my mind is in loss of words to type out now.
i am actually vexed over the FACTS, and i always keep on wondering why?!
maybe insufficient sleep cause me all this.
and i guess tomorrow will still be a better day! :)
before feb ends, below photos are from liane 21st earlier this month. haha. :)
till then! :)
Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 6:19 PM
Biao Da Ai 表达爱 (Feat. Liao Jun) (FULL CD Version) - JJ Lin Jun Jie
林俊杰-《表达爱》(feat.廖君)
男） 我们擦身而过
风卷起了沉睡的什麼
情绪在怂恿 撑开了懵懂
有一种冲动yeah
（女） 决定不沉默
毕竟有感觉的人不多
我不想就此错过
（男） 眼睁睁看爱 （女）就这样过吗
（男） 至少我和你 （女）可以说说话
（合） 证明刚刚发生过什麼
用表白 换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈
心还 绕著你徘徊
难道 真是爱
泪水流过 才明白
爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在
幸福 不在千里外
让我勇敢 表达爱
（男） 眼睁睁看爱 （女）就这样过吗
（男） 至少我和你 （女）可以说说话
（合） 证明刚刚发生过什麼
用表白 换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈
心还 绕著你徘徊
难道 真是爱
泪水流过 才明白
爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在
幸福 不在千里外
让我勇敢 表达爱
用表白 换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈
心还 绕著你徘徊
难道 真是爱
泪水流过 才明白
爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在
幸福 不在千里外
让我勇敢 表达爱
让我勇敢 表达爱
nice song! JJ go go go! :)
i miss the rainbow sight yesterday! sigh
Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 6:19 PM
i keep on uttering rubbish/nonsense from my mouth this few days.
like i tell my friend something this afternoon after class in the LT, then i will be thinking where did i heard that or when did i heard about that or whatsoever?
WHATEVER!
tolerate with me hor, my crazy friends [you should know who you all are!], hahaha.
i am just so STRESS with the PRELIMS & EXAMS around the corner.
wah piang, i feel like banging my head onto the wall!
give me some motivation!
Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 6:40 PM
well, its been a pretty hectic week.
i was home not too long ago from School on a Sunday (ahh, yes, i have school on a Sunday)
and i have a morning class yesterday morning!
so which means my weekends were taken away by going back to school and have classes.
oh well.
anyway, i have lock entries in lj which i think i have neglect.
and i heard about the wonders of wordpress having protected password entries?! which makes me feel like moving to there. but ahh, no no no.
i guess i just need to move on from all the negative things i heard.
i just want to enjoy my last moment of being a student(if nothing happens to my final results) before i need to worry about other things.
i don't want to hear anymore about how good this person is to get a job at his/her internship place and can go back to there to work or what.
i don't want to hear anymore about how smart this person is. how good.how lucky.
how much is the salary for this person or what. (hello, different schools you know, you should get what i mean?).
i had enough on hands to handle at the moment!
and in the end, i still need to forget about the most important thing.
i guess its better to be dreaming somehow.
wake up, wake up! i need to wake up!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 8:24 AM
i dislike to be alone.
but i want to be alone now.
don't ask me why either.
this Sat & Sun got school.
arghh!
Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 2:18 PM
幸福到底是什么？
就如每个人所说的，幸福的意思对不同的人来说，是不一样的。
也许是长大了。
也许也相通了。
也许是看多了。
对幸福的意思也随着时间而改变。
幸福和爱情也可能或有直接的联系。
没有爱情就没有幸福了吗？
或则一定要有爱情才能有幸福？
幸福可以来的早，来的迟。
可是不是每个人都能得到属于自己的幸福。
期望不要越大。
失望也不会越大。
但也只有那期望让自己有一丝丝的希望了。
Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 7:31 PM
盼望与希望带来渴望。
渴望带来的或许能让自己把希望点燃起来。
但能不能成功，也能靠自己了。
its going to be over soon! :(
Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 8:42 AM
can you feel, can you touch, can you see, can you smell, can you taste, can you hear?
and after all this while, i am still waiting.
waiting for something impossible to happen.
or maybe wishful thinking ain't that good.
but somehow maybe dreams are better than reality.
i have been through roller-coaster ride since last week.
over, under, twist, turn, up & down.
what i know was the feeling of being happy, then to sad, then to disappointment, then back to happy again.
and the whole vicious cycle repeats again.
tomorrow will be a better day!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @ 7:32 PM
i am still waiting and waiting.
waiting...
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 10:55 AM
i am not going to log into the student portal for a few days after i am done with doing eRev.
Sunday, February 08, 2009 @ 12:04 PM
i feel so guilty. :(
and. i have not update resume, send resume, find available job (i still don't know what i want!).i still thinking of waiting till after i take my driving practical test in June(which i want to take in June) then send! :(
booking of practical test(ahh, next month then book)! :(
tomorrow eRev. means exams seriously is coming!and i am no where near revision. :(
great, can someone just come and save me! :(
ahh, save me!
Friday, February 06, 2009 @ 9:50 AM
school rules are meant for students, and it actually make the school life more fun!but somehow i still feel that some of the school rules that was imposed in the school i was studying then was ridiculous
-no pointed comb allowed (they scared we will hurt or kill some other people)
-no sling bag allowed for girls (go and think about why is it a big no no for girls)
and now. i think the above was not as ridiculous anymore because the report was saying that CSS ban students from going to Whitesands which is stone throw away from the school. like only 2 bus stops away, and like not even 10 minutes of walking distance.
i don't know to laugh or cry at the report after reading it.
i mean after all i am not the one who have read the newspaper article, but from my friend who sms me and asked whether i am from CSS.
and after all, i don't think the rule is only imposed now but when my sister and brother is in the same school then.
i spend my time there after school in the McDonald or foodcourt and have lunch or even gossiping away with friends. even if there's remedial, or test or exams, even going there after that to buy some food and walk home is still super happening lah. and now, they ban it. i wonder kids who don't have lunch at home after school, they suppose to go home and change and go down elsewhere and buy food now?!
and i don't think the school will lift the ban now either after the reports which will reflect that the school are really scared of the public!
School rules color student life and makes student life more fun.
but overdoing it, will have negative impact i suppose.
school bar students from mall-but is ban working?
why not trust the student instead?
and, exams coming! :(
arghhh! :(
Thursday, February 05, 2009 @ 8:58 PM
i need someone to motivate me and stress me.
just let me get down to study hard and smart!
time is really running out!
:(
Wednesday, February 04, 2009 @ 9:18 AM
it's been a bad night.
and i mean really bad night.
i keep on turning and tossing, praying i could get to sleep soon.
but in the end, i only slept at 5am.
my mind been pretty occupied.
or maybe when you don't wish to see someone, eventually you get to see.
and when you want to see someone, you don't get to see.
why humans feelings are so hard to understand.
just like i don't understand myself most of the time i suppose.
maybe just let me emo for sometime for now.
and it's all too familiar in the end!
Tuesday, February 03, 2009 @ 10:28 AM
it's the sudden urge to cry out i suppose.
but i suppressed it enough.
i think i know time is running out.
but i am no where better in handling things at one go.
concentrate, concentrate! :)
Sunday, February 01, 2009 @ 12:46 PM
finally, i have change my blogskin.
and i have been thinking and thinking.
well, maybe i shall go shopping tomorrow!
have been stuck at home for the past few days because i really don't know where to go.
aw. it's February already!
prelims next month!
exams in 3 months time!
sigh.
and cousins, cousin in law, nephews are coming later!
happy birthday to everyone since today is 人日. :)
